You ever had the feeling of "i'm a jackass" because of something stupid? I do~

Kay, here's mah story:

Imma the kind of friend people come to so they have a shoulder to cry on, or if they need someone to talk to about their problems. I don't mind, but it kind of bugs me that they flat out ignore me for a few days afterwards. And, it seems they overexert themselves when talking to me. It's like "Why did I fall in with this person?!" but the next day, they're like "Naw, were friends now~". Imma kinda like "WTF?! YOU FUCKING TELL ME THAT YOU MIGHT KILL YOURSELF, AND NOW EVERYTHING IS HONKY-DORI?! GOD DAMMIT!"(inwardly of course).

So, one of my friends (actualy one of my best friends) was like this to me recently. They call me at 8:00 at night and we don't hang up til 1:00 in the morning... He tells me all about his problem with the girl, and how he's thinking of commiting sucide... OF course, he doesn't... But any way~

Now, Imma really cares about this person, but imma a little irratated. After that, he says he plans on making her jealous by going out with her best friend. Imma just says "mmmhmmm..." (imma kinda wantin to say "that's such an asshole thing to do..." but oh, well) He goes on about all that, and I just listen and adlib here and there. I really appreciate that he's talking to me, but imma kinda indifferent about the subject...

Thus comes the part where I explain my journal heading: Imma hates myself cuz I predicted that he would break up with her about the time he did. Imma really good and determining when a couple breaks up, because at least 90% of the time, I'm right! It's an asshole thing to do, but imma good at it...

Anyway, he gets over it apparently, because he cancels OUR day out(we were going ice skating...) so he can go on a "let's be friends" date with her... god dammit... I miss OUR days out... ///><///

Kinda pathetic, I know, but imma can't explain it better...
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BTW, the mood has nothing to do with the journal. Imma just missing good ol' Albany is all...